i want to live life to the fullest as a 21 year old. not as someone who wants to be more mature, or tries to hold on to the past. i'm technically an adult, and yet i don't feel like one. hahaha. i want to do things that i can only do now and here in london.

its so important to enjoy every moment really. to enjoy being a student, to appreciate my uni friends, to enjoy living in london at this age, carefree and crazy. what's e point in constantly trying to decide on what to do after graduation when there are so many things to do and enjoy now. i'm not the kind of girl who can spend my three years just seeking that job. good for those who can. i'm sure they're alot more certain about their future than i am. but i don't see anything wrong with uncertainty at this point in life really, because all too soon we'll fall into this routine where we slowly get buckled down by our various burdens and obligations. now we're obligation-less and carefree, so why not fly as high and as far you can right (:

whatever happens come march, i'm determined to spend post-graduation enjoying being a graduate. hahaha. whether its doing a masters or traveling. lalalaa

university's more than a stepping stone to get to where you want to be in life. and if you can't see that, (i know a few who definitely can't), then all i feel is pity for you really. shrugs.